Posted in another thread a few weeks after this, so hopefully all is well.
Hi. I am still using my PC nearly everyday to listen to some internet-radio and reading about some tech news. I think the PC with internet helps me to be not totally isolated from the world and it helps me to shut down a little bit to forget things for a small moment.
However when i am saying, i feel good, because its a wonder i am not death and i am lucky that i can walk, speak and understand (cumunitcate with ppl), so the truth is, that my life completle changed and my health is'nt really good atm - because am in a more danger situation as i would like to be. I have had three danger fractures at my neck invertebrate and one broken spike approach on my neck invertebrate - which is really extremly danger and ends very often fatal ! The recovery of the danger fractur at the axis-vortex seems to be okay... But the others are not looking good... So my complete cervical spine is no longer bent - its completely straight (slid over each other invertebrates) which courses a lot of pain too.
The biggest risk atm is that the completely straight part is totally instable and could be slip, so i would be paraplegic for ever. I am wearing now for over 2 month a fixed neck collar (24h/day) and i cant remove it nor get a shower. I have to visit some more specialist next days and they will sit together to advise to discuse what happens next to me. But atm it looks not good for me, so they have to operate me, even if the operation is a bit danger too... Even if i am not lucky about the situation and the pain... i think its better to risk the operation and having again a safe and fixed cervical spine (fixed with screws and steel) instead of a wrong movement in future (slip of the vortex and to be paralyzed). But first i have to wait and see what all the specialist decide... I am trying to think positive and looking forward all the time... (It could have been worse) The fact i am still alvie and i can walk, speak and comunityte with ppl is the only thing that give me the needed energy atm...
Best regards to you all....